Not Afraid of Needles

That's what it says on one of my blood donor t-shirts. I sometimes laugh to myself when I wear it, thinking that I should get a t-shirt for Marc that states the opposite. :) I would not say that Lucas has any irrational fear of needles at this point in his life, but I am certain he does not like them at all, and he has had more than enough interaction with them to make such a judgment.

Every few months, since he first began having seizures (sz), his neurologist wants to check the amount of the antiseizure medication in his blood to make sure that his dose is accurate. We like to avoid as many traumatic experiences as possible for our sweet boy, so we had his last blood draw done while he was under general anesthesia for his hypospadias Sx and plan to have his levels drawn again next Friday while he's under for his eye Sx. As Lucas grows, more medication is required to suppress the sz. I was expecting an increase in his dose, but was not expecting that I would begin increasing it before he has even had the blood work done.

Unfortunately, things do not always work the way I would prefer them to work, and as of tomorrow's early morning dose, Lucas will begin a slight increase in his medication. This is due to a return of sz activity. I noticed Wednesday morning around 330 when I was giving Lucas his medication that he was kicking and lifting his right arm. I had the thought that I have noticed him doing this before, but something registered that I should pay closer attention. I did and noticed that the motion was repetitive and seemed uncontrolled. I timed the sz to be about 3 minutes and made a mental note to watch him more closely.

The next morning the same thing happened, not at meds time, and I noted that in addition to the arm/leg movement he was also swallowing, a fact unnoticed while giving him liquid medication that must be swallowed. That sz lasted about 3-4 minutes. There was another sz yesterday afternoon about 5 minutes long. This morning there was another about 6 minutes and again, just before sitting down to write this, he had another one lasting about 2 minutes. When a sz lasts longer than 5 minutes or he has more than one in a day, there is another medication we have been given to administer. He had one dose yesterday and another this morning. I will likely give another dose this evening, but must wait until 12 hours after the earlier dose.

I know this seems like some scary stuff, but I am pretty calm. I am not willing to go in the basement to exercise or shower unless someone is here to watch Lucas, but I will be again once his dose is settled and the sz activity stops. Lucas is still his joyful self and, as with his last round of sz, he is alert throughout the sz, making it easier for me to miss what was happening, but it is a good sign letting us know that only a tiny area of the brain is affected.

We will be updating more in the next week, about the sz and about when he will go in for Sx next Friday. We thank you all for your prayers and know that this sweet child is a mighty champion and an example to us all, to be strong, to press on and above all to be joyful and savor every moment. We are forever thankful for his life and are excited to see in what ways God will use him, as we know that God has great purposes for his life. Even as he is yet so young, I know he has touched the lives of many many people and in some of the best ways possible. He certainly inspires us to be better, more faithful, more courageous.

He is ready for my full attention now, so until next time, thank you for your prayers. We know God is listening and that He wants us to cry out. We don't understand all His ways, but we trust Him and hope you do too.

Off to snuggle our little Champion.